blank. dam gucci blank!

blank. nothing to write or say. just blank. music playing for some hopeful inspiration. but nothin comes along. so im just blank. blank. blank. blank.

but i do know one thing. my life is not blank. i mean my notebook has so many pages that has been ripped and taped back together and some pages that i jus decided to throw away for go0d. not all notebooks are filled with expensive ink or written with a platinum pen. my bic does me jus find. but still blank.

dam. how blank can i be???? before i go to sleep at night im not blank. i have tons of shit to put down. but when facing the notebook, blank. blank. blank. blank. straight up flatline riding when facing the notebook with the many ideas that flow through my head b4 me and that pillow makes love all night long till day break. 808's and Blanks should be the name of a mixtape i should do.

blank. nothing to write or say. just blank. music playing, television loud, dogs snoring, and snuggie warm. all of this happening for some hopefull inspiration. but nothin comes along or to mind. so im just blank. blank. blank............flat line blank!. xox0xo__pinky

fantasy night....

LAYING DOWN FRESH OUT THE SHOWER WANTING YOUR TOUCH. I CRAVE FOR YOUR KISSES, TOUCHING, HUGGIN AND RUBBING. AS I LAY I SEE IT ALL:




PITCH BLACK..ONE CANDLE LIT. POURING RAIN. A VERY DARK DARK ROOM. ME AND YOU LAY...BIG BED, SATIN SHEETS, NO PILLOWS:



FIRST WE LAY SIDE BY SIDE FLIRTING HEAVILY. *STOP*. GAZE INTO EACHOTHERS EYES..EVEN THO ITS DARK I FEEL THE PIERCE OF THOSE DARK BROWN EYES INTO MINE. ALL OF A SUDDEN OUR LIPS TOUCH. SLOWLY, SENSUALY, SEXUALLY AND PASSIONATELY. MOANS GET HEAVIER ALONG WITH THE BREATHING AS WE KISS, HANDS WONDER, POSITIONS CHANGE. NOW U ON TOP OF ME.



U WHISPER IN MY EAR...*I NEVER WANNA LET U GO*....I WHISPER MY RESPONSE..*U NEVER WILL*. YOU TURN ME OVER ON MY BACK, REMOVE MY BRA SLOWLY, WHILE U GRAB A PEICE OF ICE. AND GENTLY WITH YOUR MOUTH, U SLOWLY RUB IT AGAINST MY SPINE AS I MOAN AND TENSE UP FROM THE CHILLS OF THE FROZEN ICE CUBE. THEN FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BACK U LICK THE RUNNING WATER UP MY SPINE TO MY NECK...........TURNED ME OVER AND IT WENT DOWN.

word on the street.....who is she?

who am i? whas my purpose on this earth? is it loving you..pleasing him..or comforting her? i wake up day to day wondering.




wha do u really think about me? am i really wha u say i am? can somebody tell me please....



ive ben told that im a pretty young woman, nice smile, pretty dimples, thick in the waist and full up top. but wha do people really think of me?



Pinky's a hoe, slut, bitch.



she'll take ya man or girl so watch out...even if ur a friend.



she two faced...now the bitch bi-sexual wth???



listen. im me. i can be a two faced bisexual hoe bitch slut that would take ya man r girl even if ur a friend...idc. u can think the worst thing about me..yea it might hurt me and break me down..but so wha im still doin me in the end

Brown Eyes...

brown eyes what do i c? ignorance, stupidity, uglyness? or do i c a manipulative, immature, hateful individual? or someone who takes advantage of another lost soul and guides them down the wrong path???




brown eyes what do I see? a loving, caring, beautiful person staring baq at me. looking into those brown eyes i see a well guided, intelligent, human being that will and already taught me alot of things.



looking in those brown eyes i get lost into another world. so lost that i block out everything around me to the point i have to look down to take it all in. then go right baq at it again. a smile appears on my face....full of joy and happiness that makes my heart melt and put butterflies in my stomach.



so..brown eyes wha do i c? i see the ove of my life, the strength of my soul, my better half staring baq at me....i wonder who that could be?? is it you? or am i talking about me?